Always You

I saw you turning your back.

As I hear your footsteps walking away from me.

My heart skipped a beat.

My room felt empty.

Am I feeling all of this in a rush?

Why do I feel safe whenever you are around.

Your presence made me feel assured.

Assured of something which I wouldn’t think as much as I can.

This isn’t my ordinary thing.

You are the sunshine which I didn’t expect to happen.

You came to the moment where I had to fight of what I feel.

Whenever I wanted to give in, I’m giving all the reasons not to.

I am getting used to have you by my side.

Every single day you are proving me wrong.

I don’t know where life would lead us.

But definitely , loving you is one of the best decisions I ever had.

Choosing you to be part of my life is truly life changing.

A vow to be with you is more than a commitment.

More than that period that I supposed to stay.

Making me believe of happiness for myself this time.

That I am not alone.

I thank you this hope.

Seven Days

Seventh Day

Twas Easter Sunday, a happy warm hearty feeling.

Seven days and my world turned up literally upside down.

I got Mallows on a Holy Monday, without realizing how am I gonna figure things up.

She is a darling cat.

But some people hate her, and complaints arise.

We were almost kicked out of the home.

Blessed, we found a new home and gonna shift with new friends.

Praying that everything goes well.

A Talk To Remember

3am and I heard the knocks outside the door.

You came middle of the night for us to talk.

I appreciate how you open yourself and initiate the talks, fix whatever is bothering your mind and mine.

I can’t remember when was the last time I had shared such thoughts with anyone.

Twas a great talk , the feeling shared about love and whatabouts.

I look forward to have more memories with you.

Dealing with uncertainties, one is for sure – its how certain the love that is growing each day with you.

16.02.2022

Am I Happy ?

Tears keep falling down.

I took a day off to let go of the reality in into

I dont have anything right except my principles and my work

This two things is what I really have best

I forgot to be weak and I forgot to be myself through these years

The last time I cried hard is when my dad died

I just need to let it go, to be okay.

Setting You Free

A happy pain.

This is the most unpredictable pain I didn’t expect to feel,

For the last time, I am finding myself drown in this pain I couldn’t explain.

You are getting married, I wish your happiness.

I can now move on without holding back to last chances…

Last year I had you, this year I won’t and even the following years..

04.10.2020 Letting You Go

A Day with a Someone

I woke up smiling, thinkin’ twas just a dream.

Knowing you are a local from this Country makes me feel some uncertainties.

Deep inside im having doubts and fear meeting you.

Your presence made me feel of having a new found best friend

When we had lunch I just can’t stop staring at your huge brown eyes, I had enjoyed that Indian food with laughter and fun.

What makes this day special ?

Seeing the sunset with a complete stranger but makes my heart grow fonder.

23.10.2020 The Rocks, UAE